You called me last night. I almost couldn’t believe it. I didn’t know if I wanted to believe it. I answered and pretended not to know who was calling. Little did I know that this conversation was about to escalate to a whole new level. You asked me for a favor. You wanted me to do you a favor after pretending I didn’t exist for that past 2 months. I laughed at the idea of me doing something for you after what you did to me. You asked me to do the unthinkable, the unreasonable, the last thing I would ever want to do- to help save your relationship. You told me you wished if didn’t have to be this way. That things should have been different, but weren’t so because of me. That I had had my chance and it was gone. Forever. You said there was no going back, we could only look forward. You begged me to stop, because it was tearing you two apart. I never meant for that to happen. My vision was quickly blurred as my eyes welled up with tears. The pain, the emotions, the hurt I had been feeling all of sudden couldn’t be held in anymore. Brief gasps broke the silence of the night, as I tried to calm myself down. Anything to stop the tears from falling. You couldn’t take it. You always hated it when I cried. It was your weakness. You offered a compromise. One that included you going behind her back again. I knew you would. I knew you felt the connection we have too. Not the relationship type of connection, but the connection that would forever bond us. That best friend, sister brother like connection. You promised not to leave me, that you’d find a way to see me at least once every month. In return I promised I’d stop. Once again, our friendship has passed it’s test and proven that we can get through anything and everything. We are the definition of best friends. We always will be. Forever faithfully
